okay this is a new series. i started it a couple of weeks ago and i'll post the first 10 chapters now.

characters

molly: she is nicks best friend, she is also their neighbour. they go to school together and have been friends since nursery, she is 13.
nick: he is 13, and is a footballer, popular with everyone.
amy: she lives with nick. she is 13 and a popular kid and very loud and confident.
danii: amy's best friend, and a cheerleader, not very confident.
joe and kevin: nick's brothers.

chapter 1

nick: hey molly!
molly: hey nick, where's amy?
nick: she's ill.
molly: oh.(bell rings) seya at break!
nick: yeah sure.
AT SECOND LESSON
nick: hey darren, have you seen the storm?
darren: kinda hard to miss u no.
mrs thompson:(phone rings and she picks up). oh, right.
darren: wonder whats going on.
nick: init.
mrs thompson: nick can you go to the office.
nick:(looks at darren and shrugs his shoulder).
darren: i have no idea.
IN THE OFFICE
nick:(walks in and see's amy, kevin, and joe) whats going on?
amy:nick..........(bursts into tears).
joe:(hugs amy) it's mum.
nick:what ? no ! no !
kevin:(walks over to nick).nick calm down.
nick:(hugs kevin crying).
the head: your parents wanted you to go and live with your aunt.
joe:(looks at amy, who is falling asleep) come on amy were gonna go and live with aunty mary.
the head: no, joe. you nick and kevin are. amy won't.
nick:(looks at the head.) why not?
the head: she's not family.
socail worker:(comes in with amys siut cases.)come on amy(picks her up.)
nick:(starts yelling at joe and kevin) she cant leave!
amy:(screaming and trying to get down)NOOOO!
nick:(runs toward amy, but kevin holds him back) you cant let her get taken away!
joe:kevin do something!
kevin: there's nothing i can do! she just lived with us temporarly. but nick did you do anything?
nick:(looks at kevin) i didn't mean to ! she sed she wanted to!

chapter 2

3 YEARS LATER
nick: hey danii!
danii:(walks over and kisses his cheek) hey how was football?
nick: same old, win tha cup, come home.
danii: lol, so have you found out where she is?
nick: no, kevin went down to the town hall to see if he could find out.
joe:(walks in on the phone)yeah, no, amy, johnson.
nick: have you found her?
joe:(ignores him) yeah, nothing? try amy jonas, then tyler.
danii: nick you wanna come to the beach party?
nick:sure its always fun.
joe: (still on the phone) right, yeah.REALLY!, oh yeah when? oh right. no spelt a.m.y! i'll tell him then.
nick: so?
joe: no nothing.
nick: alright.
joe: wow your relaxed, i just dont get why ever since that girl went missing in seattle your trying to get hold of amy?
danii: you wouldnt.
nick: i just need to see amy.
danii: aparently there's a school from seattle coming here in a few hours.
nick: oh wow.
joe: that school woulnd't be car.....
danii: carinston high, yeah how did you know?
nick: it was our old school.
joe: amy would be in year 12 now.
danii: then she'll probably be here in a few hours.
nick: cool(really happy inside)
nick's p.o.v
i cna't belive it! i might meet amy again, i mean i loved her, and that was fine cos we weren't related. i was so happy. i hadnt seen her in 3 years. the last time i saw her she was 13 blonde and had short hair. she also had her freindship braclets and rings on all the time.
WITH AMY.
mandy: shut up!
amy: but you lurrrve him.
darren: hey amy(kisses her cheek).
amy: hey babe.
mady: here he comes(jesse walks down to where they r sitting.)
jesse: hey mandy, i need to ask you something.
mandy: what?
jesse: wanna go out wiv me?
mandy: of course i do!
amy:(laughing!)yeah course you dont like him!
darren: hey were here!
amy: well at least we can say its not like seattle.(they look out of the widow and see a small town of white houses and a shopping center, and loads of feilds.)
all: oh my god!
mandy: your not serouis.
darren: i think they are.
teacher: c'mon evryone lets get to the hotel.grab your bags and we can go.
( they get their bags and walk towards the hotel)
amy: miss were gonna go for a walk kay?
teacher: who's going?
darren: me, amy, mady and jesse.
teacher: alright.
darren:(walking down the road) why dont we go to the beach?
amy: cooliez.
mandy:(walking down the path to the beach) i can remember the last time i was this happy.
amy:(thinking: i can, when i was with nick, watching tv and laughing.) i can't.
boy:NICK!
nick:(near the sea with joe and danii. turns around and see's amy wearing a bikini an flip flops) yea................amy?
amy:(looking along the beach see's nick joe and danii looking at her) n-nick?
nick:(thinking: holy crap, i never thought id see her again, she was beautiful.)
amy:(thinking: i think my heart stopped beating, it was actually nick, at the bottom of the beach, i couldn't move.).
nick:(runs towards her) AMY!
amy:(runs towards him) NICK!
nick:(stops as amy runs into his arms)i missed you so much.
amy:(hits him) dont leave me again without saying bye! and i missed you too.
joe:(runs over with danii) oh my gish it's ......
amy:(hugs him) did ya miss me?(pouts cutely).
danii:(looks at her and hugs her) 1,2,3!(they do their secret handshake).
nick:i still can't belive you remember that!(wraps his arms around her waist).
darren:(walks over with mandy and jesse. pushes nick) get off my girls friend loser!
amy: darren, dont(darren hits her).
nick:(punches him) dont you dare hurt her!(wraps his arms around amy.)
darren: so we meet again jonas.
nick: yeah we do and you better leave or i swear i'll......
Amy:nick dont!(runs infront of him).
darren: listen to your girlfriend. or will you just run out on her?
nick:(pushes amy aside)at least i didnt rape half of my class!
danni:( runs infront of nick and whispers in his ear) not again, what about lilly?
nick:(punches darren and walks off with danii, over to the mat they were lying on, and goes over to the basket).
amy: erm, nick havent you had dinner?
nick: hello baby.
amy: okay we know you love food but you dont really need to talk to it.
nick:(lifts a baby out of the basket, walks over to danii) she's hungry.
danii: oh okay, i'll take her home.
nick:(kisses her) bye.
amy:(runs off crying).
nick: what did i do?
joe: erm,nick maybe i wasnt completely honest with you.
nick: what?
joe: i kinda had contact with amy after we left.
nick: what?
joe: when i went to camp i didnt really go i went to see amy.
nick: why didnt you let me come?
joe: you were to young to do that ! what would kevin say if i took you! he'd blame me for it!
nick: joe, what actually happened?
joe: amy, had an abortian, you got her pregnant.
nick:(thinking: erm, kinda confused right now, the girl i love has just turned up and she had an abortian of our child and i had no idea, but my girlfriend and daughter are living with me. what do i do?)did you say i knew?
joe: yeah, i needed amy to think that it was best if she got rid of it. i told her you didnt want to be there because you knew that amy was going to change your mind.
nick: and now she hates me.
joe: you've got a daughter now! with danii.
nick: would have been 3 right now, running round bumping into everything.
joe: but you wouldn't have known this child! you have a child now. lilly!
nick: but it will never be our child, joe.
joe: you've both moved on.
nick: i didn't want to! i only did that because i knew that you would tease me if i didnt.
joe: well you love danii and lilly and thats all that matters

chapter 3

amy: i was staying with joe, kevin and nick. i didn't really mind i just had no sleep cos "lilly" was teething and crying her frickin head off. i went into the kitchen, it was 3:00am i looked in the cupboards. crap. no vodka.i heard someone come up behind me.then it was silent, i carried on looking for anything alcoholic, i was just about to go back to bed, cos' that little screaming machine had finally shut-up, then i felt a large pain in my head, so i screamed and then i turned around. i heard nick joe and kevin coming down the stairs and when they turned the lights on i saw danii with a frying pan in one hand covered with blood. blood. hang on, she hit me, crap im bleeding.
joe: oh my gish.
amy:(walks over to the sink in http://www.polyvore.com/march_7th_2009/set?id=7049285)
nick: oh thank god!
kevin: what the hell, amy's bleeding!
nick: i thought danii was hurt.
amy: no she's just a frigging bitch.(pushes past them all and starts going up the stairs).
danii: she's gonna have problems.
joe: no, you will danii.
danii: what do you mean?
joe:(see's kevin walk up the stairs with nick) she has a reputation.
danii: for what?
joe: well lets see she's gorgous she lives nextdoor to ciara, she can dance, she can sing. what can you do?
danii: i have nick, she dosent.(walks out and into her room).
joe:(walks up the stairs and into amy's room which looks like this http://i41.tinypic.com/2h2f2i8.jpg)hey.
amy: hey( walks over to her walk in wardrobe.) what do you want?
joe: erm, i kinda need to know the truth.
amy: about what( grabs some underwear and this outfit ) put that in my bag.
joe: oh (hold up a string of lace) why do you need a hairband?
amy: its a thong.(looks at joe).
joe:erm.....(getting horny) yea, i have to go.
amy: (walks over to joe and presses up against him)what did you need to know.
joe: erm, i, wanted to know if you liked........
amy: course i like you joe, who wouldnt you are hot(kisses him just as nick comes in)
joe:(dosent see nick, picks amy up)
amy: (deepens the kiss and starts to kiss his neck)
nick: (see's them) whoa! can you lyke stop!
joe:(ignores nick and put amy on the bed and walks away) nick cant you see were slightly busy?
amy: basicly what he's trying to say is, get out so i do your ex!(giggling.)
joe: wow she knows how to play!
nick: (drags joe outside) why are you doing this?
joe: hey your with danii, but fine.
IN THE MORNING.
amy:(walks into the kitchen and starts putting food on her plate while standing up)
kevin:wanna take a seat or you'll be standing all day.
amy:(mimicks him) wanna take a seat or you'll be standing all day.
kevin: (sarcasticly) haha.
amy: good it was supposed to be funny.
joe: she got you there kevin.
danii:(walks in) oh, can't you go back to your hotel?
amy: no..(walks out)
nick(laughing uncontrallably).
danii: im going shopping(storms out the house).
nick:(picks up an apple and bites it) yummy.

Chapter 4

joe:(goes into amys room, where amy is crying)amy? are you ok?
amy: three today, short with hazelnut curly hair, like nick and me i suppose.
joe:what are you talking about?
amy: i couldn't go through with the abortion joe, i lied.
joe: but the doctor said that it was done.
amy: i asked him to say that. she's at home now. dosent know im her mum, thinks she's my sister.
joe: you have to tell nick, and the baby who's called?
amy: gemma. nick was always going on about how he loved the name gemma, so i used it.
joe: so who actually know's? 
amy: you and mollie
joe: well i think nick needs to know.
nick:(outside the door listning to the whole conversation walks in) i need to know what?
amy: that me and joe are going to a funfair if you want to come.
joe:(thinking: jeez shes a good liar!) yeah wanna come?
nick: id love to but me and danii are to dinner.
Amy's P.O.V
i needed to phone gemma, i left her with mollies parents while i went to this feild trip. i live on my own.they help me alot. i lived with them after nick and joe left with kevin. mollie misses nick ALOT she gave me an envolope to give to him. she knew he was here she put it in the bottom of my suitcase. i needed to tell nick about gemma, i couldnt it would be too hard, and what would danii say, i mean we were best friends, not anymore, Hell no, im not crazy! she had a baby with my boyfriend. and how come she was here? it was always nick and me. but i guess people change. i'm with joe now, i mean he cares about me. more than nick. when i hurt myself at school, joe was there and then nick came. i dont know why i didnt see it before! joe is the one i love ! i need to tell him. but then i would just tell joe that gemma can be his daughter nick would be happy and me and joe would be happy. but is this what i want? i love joe but, oh, i always think of nick, nick was the one person who i can just say a load of rubbish and he would just listen. ha, i sound like an old woman, lol, im gonna go cos i feel sick.
WITH NICK(theyr having an argument)
danii: so your basicly saying that you knocked up amy, then had nothing to do with it!?
nick: well basicly yeah!
danii: so why didnt you know?
nick: joe and kevin wouldnt let me see her!
danii: (walks over to him and hugs him) we shouldnt fight.
nick:(pushes her away a bit) your right, but i need to talk to amy about the baby thing, is that okay with you?
danii:(thinking: no! she's trying to steal you away! bitch) yeah.
nick:(leaves to go find amy)

Chapter 5

amy:(sitting in the park at 11:00 at night.)
???:(puts his arms around her waist)hello baby.
amy:(turns around and screams)NO! PLEASE!!
nick:(in the park, hears amy screaming and runs to her).
???: NOW I CAN FINISH WHAT I STARTED!
amy:PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU!
???: dont beg honey, its not pretty.(takes out a gun).
amy:(tears streaming down her face) NOOO! PLEASE, IT WASNT ME !
nick:(runs towards the guy and another boy grabs him).
???2: where do you think your going?(takes out a knife and holds it up to his neck) not so brave are you?
???: just let him go micheal.(puts the gun to amys chest) her cant do anything if i have this here.
nick:(see's the gun) you cant shoot her.
???: why not?
nick:(lies) she's pregnant!
amy: HOW DID YOU KNOW?!
micheal: josh, leave her. you know what happenes if you shoot a pregnant girl.
josh:(moves the gun) fine but once you get the abortion, your dead.(they leave)
amy:(gets up and slaps nick) WHY WERE YOU LOOKING THRU MY THINGS?!
nick: i made it up. i had no idea you were pregnant.
amy:(looks at him) well at least this time its NOT yours.(grabs her bag and walks off)
nick: i know about gemma, and the abortion. joe told me and i was outside your room this morning.
amy:(looks at him) do you want to meet her?
nick:erm...................okay.
amy:(grabs her phone) hey moll's. yep . kk. tmrw? sure. bye.(hangs up) mollie and gemma are coming tommorow.
nick:(thnking: what am i supposed to tell danii?)

nick's pov

okay look, i no ur all shocked, so imagine what im thinking. yeah. i was scared of danii finding out, i loved her so much it hurt, crazy huh? well i wanted to see my little girl, my baby gemma. i had never met her. she was my first little girl, all i could think about was her smile, if it was anything like amy's, she would be beautiful, but not like lilly, cos danii has dark straight hair and is a light peach colour, she has light green eye's and is a great girl, the complete oppisite of amy. amy is tall with light brown curly hair and light blue eye's, she is a golden brown colour, i cant believe i got my ex-girlfriend and my current girlfriend livivng in the same house. what the hell am i gunna do??

nick:(walks through the door)danii?
danii:hey nick, is there something you need to tell me?
nick: amy has my kid and she's coming tmrw.
danii:wh.what?
nick: look i dont love her, i love you and if this kid and amy get in the way then i will shut them out cos i love you.
danii: (looks at him) where is amy ?
nick: upstairs.
danii:(runs upstairs and into amys room) SO YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST MAKE NICK GET WITH YOU COS YOU HAVE A KID!? WELL IT WONT WORK!(hits amy)
amy: erm................excuse me but im not trying to get nick at all ! i just want my daughter to kno who her father is ! but if thats a problem then i'll just go home for good (grabs her suitcase and handbag and puts her jacket on) tell joe i'll call him, okay ?(walks out the door) oh and danii, i never got nick to look at me the way he looks at you, so i dont think anything csan come between you two, sorry(collapses on the doorstep)
nick:AMY!(bends down beside her)
danii: amy look at me, are you bleeding?
amy:(rolls onto her side showing her bleeding head) nick, im really sorry for........taking.............your..............chicken......on the last day of school.
nick:(crying) amy, please dont leave me, (shakes her) amy?

amy's pov

i couldnt see anything. it was like i was trapped in a dark room, no way to escape and no light. i could hear nick, he was crying. telling me that i needed to wake up for gemma and then i heard joe. i tried to make the words come out but they wouldnt the were just stuck on my tounge. i blacked out. i woke up in a hospital when i sat up my body stayed lifeless on the bed.(she's a spirit)
amy: what the hell !?
???- i am josaline, your spirit guide.
amy: my whatawhohar ??
joasline: im your spirit guide.
amy: so am i dead ??
josaline : no, well not yet.
amy: (raises and eyebrow)
josaline : im going to take you to the future two different routes if you die and if you live.
amy : aha yeah about that , im gunna pick live in advance cos i have a kid and im pregnant with my boyfriend
josaline : this is the future if you die .
***********
joe : (crying on his bed)
nick : hey............dude you need to get out
joe : how can i if i loved her so much ?
nick : just move on, its not hard
joe : SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE MY BABY !!! AND I LOST HER .................i lost her. (crying)
***********
amy : (crying) turn it off. take me back. i dont wanna see joe like this.
josaline : okay now the other future if you lived.
amy : is it good or bad.
josaline : if you watch you'll find out.
amy : i REALLY dont like you.
************
amy : joe !! why do you alwayz expect me to do things for you ?
joe : why am i with you !?
amy ; cos you love me ?!
joe : NO I DONT
amy : well i dONT LOVE YOU !!
joe : good thats it.were through
amy : but what about the baby ?
joe : when its born i will take custody
amy : how ?
joe : i will tell them you have a drinking problem
amy : PLEASE JOE
joe : no ! i want my child
amy : please please joe..........dont do this ......................JOEEE !!
************
amy : how far in the future is this ?
josaline : 3 weeks from now
amy : can i change it ?
josaline : only the person you love can change it
amy : no offence but in what kind of FUCKED up world would that be allowed to happen ??
josaline : amy you must choose now
amy : what ?
josaline : choose or we will have to kill you
amy : okay i choose.....................
josaline : what ?
amy : what do you mean what ??
josaline : well most people normally say can i have more time
amy : i made my desicon and i intend to keep it. (looks at joe sitting by her bed) i dont wanna hurt him .................
josaline : so you wanna live ?
amy : but i cant live without him.
josaline : so ?
amy : im gunna...............

Joe's P.O.V

im sitting here in amys hospital room . i was dying inside, i just wanted her to wake up so i could hold her tight. i thought i heard her whisper to me . " be strong and love again if i die joe, and i will always be with you . (kiss noise) i love you ". i held her hand tight and said " i cant let you go . your gunna live and were gunna get married and have a beautiful baby . it will be me you gemma and our baby. i will never ever leave you." then her heart machine slowed down. it went into critical . she was dying and there was nothing i could do but cry.

amy : (whispers) i love you joe .......always x
then she died..................and it was all my fault,

with Danii

i was looking thru my stuff and i found an envelope . it was white and gold . never opened and addressed to me ? so i opened it and started to read . this is what it said.

dear Danii,
you might not know this but im your sister. you probably know me as someone else and that is what this letter explains. im your sister real as it gets and our parents couldn't handle me. so they gave me up for adoption. we were twins. and well, you were always the prettier one. i know you and you know me but i need to tell you this. if your readint this im either dying or dead. you wont understand why i never told you but i just couldn't. it didnt seem real at the time. so go to my grave as my best friend and remember me as you sister,

my love now and alwayz ..............amy xx

this wasnt happening . amy was my sister . and she is dead ?

with amy the spirit

amy : ok now what happenes ??
josaline : you go to heaven .
amy : do i have to ??
josaline : no...........it's your choice.
amy : ok i will choose to stay on earth.
josaline : even in heaven you can visit earth.
amy : ok.. i still wanna stay on earth. even if joe cant see me.
josaline : oh and some more good news .
amy : huh ? you call this GOOD ??
josaline : they managed to save your baby 
amy : oh sweet baby jesus i love you !
josaline : ok im gunna leave you now. i need to updated my facebook status " josaline is tired of being a spirit guide ". im gunna miss you amy. 
amy : dw you can follow me on twitter !

with joe (who is alive b.t.w)

joe : (comes in drunk).
nick : where the hell have you been ??
joe : out.
nick : doing what.
joe: drowning my sorrows.
danii: YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S UPSET YOU KNOW !! BUT YOUR THE ONE WHO'S NEVER SOBER !
joe : I LOST EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING ! DO YOU KNW WHAT ITS LIKE. YOUR PARENTS ARE ALIVE, YOUR BOYFRIEND IS ALIVE. AMY DIDNT KNOW HER PARENTS, AND NOW MY GIRLFRIEND IS GONE. DO U KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE ??
danii : SHE WAS MY SISTER !!
nick : what ?
joe : ( falls to the floor crying ) please. please. please let it be a dream. please.
nick: (sits next to him and starts crying) it's okay.
danii : (hugs nick ) i miss her.

the funeral

joe : (making a speech) amy was an amazing person. a great friend a great dancer, and the best girlfriend.
nick : (hugging danii).(starts claping )
danii : (gets up and grabs the mic ) amy was a sister and a best friend and soon to be a mum. she was brilliant.
???- did you miss me ?
joe : what do you want ??
emma : my boyfriend back.
joe : NO ! i had an amazing girlfriend.
emma : and now she's dead, and i get you back, its a wonderfull day.
joe ; YOU HAERTLESS COW !! MY GIRLFRIEND IS DEAD !! AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS THINK OF YOURSELF